bbq

i had a great time & a great turnout at the bbq. erin from this site came & hung out too. i got to see her shiny new mustang & drive it for a couple of seconds even! i got lots of great pics. i'll have to scan some & post them here.

i'm going to counseling tonight for the first time in a couple of years. not sure what i want to talk about, but i feel like i need to go. i mean, i got freaked out last night because i couldn't find a parking space outside a restaurant. i was determined to just drive back home & forget about it until a friend calmed me down. i know it's stupid & irrational, but i couldn't stop it at the time. sigh. i'll let you all know how it goes.