mmm . . . i'm eating an apple and pretending it tastes like chocolate. it's not working. i broke down & called a nutritionist today. they haven't called me back yet, so we'll see if they do. anna--did you ever see a nutritionist for your disorder? just curious. i don't know how to eat food like a normal person and i need someone to teach me how. i'm close to slipping back into old eating habits etc. i don't want to do it again, but i'm starting to fear i'll have no choice.